Muscle Memories...and "The Way We Were"
The Way We Were...Barbara Streisand (1973)
Memories light the corners of my mind
Misty water-colored memories of the way we were
Scattered pictures of the smiles we left behind
Smiles we gave to one another for the way we were
Can it be that it was all so simple then
Or has time rewritten every line
If we had the chance to do it all again
Tell me, would we?
Could we?
Memories may be beautiful and yet
What's too painful to remember
We simply choose to forget
So it's the laughter we will remember
Whenever we remember
The way we were
The way we were
Fascinating isn't it? What I once had...I lost. Shots I took for granted as a result of thirteen years of borderline obsessive practice that were grooved in my very soul became a distant memory from non use. The business of knifing the golf ball out of the sand at the end of my training session flawlessly...it was coming out high and soft. With different wedges...a sixty, a fifty-six and a fifty-two. Opening and closing the face of the wedge to get the desired result. Flawlessly. After watching Nick Faldo and Seve Ballesteros with their water like fluidity demonstrate on video...the image captured in my mind. The verbal cues no less important as well. The cure yesterday found after an hour of experimentation I remembered what Nick sort of offhandedly remarked...keep the hands in starting position even with the ball. That remark made the difference.
So today I am looking out at the rain on our freshly mowed fields...courtesy of a neighbour who cut them for food for some animals. I am wondering if I can duplicate yesterdays performance or how long will it take to practice until once more there is a groove on my soul where I can emerge from a deep sleep in the middle of the night...grab my wedge next to the nightstand and replicate a high and soft shot on to the green from a bunker with a five foot wall in front of me. There are doubts. Fear.
But one must not have any doubts that no amount of fear is not conquerable...with enough practice. So I will go back to work. But objectively I will tell you this I believe in what I have said a number of times here on the forum...the only thing this old world understands is hard work. No amount of wishing, technology, dreaming is going to get it done without the blood, sweat and tears that go with the inspiration. The illumination of great teaching. Now I am the student and I take my role seriously. One day I will be the teacher once again. I give you my solemn word. Give me strength...Father.
I will get back to the way I was and then I am going forwards from there. Or die trying.
Originally posted by don_budge
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Memories light the corners of my mind
Misty water-colored memories of the way we were
Scattered pictures of the smiles we left behind
Smiles we gave to one another for the way we were
Can it be that it was all so simple then
Or has time rewritten every line
If we had the chance to do it all again
Tell me, would we?
Could we?
Memories may be beautiful and yet
What's too painful to remember
We simply choose to forget
So it's the laughter we will remember
Whenever we remember
The way we were
The way we were
Fascinating isn't it? What I once had...I lost. Shots I took for granted as a result of thirteen years of borderline obsessive practice that were grooved in my very soul became a distant memory from non use. The business of knifing the golf ball out of the sand at the end of my training session flawlessly...it was coming out high and soft. With different wedges...a sixty, a fifty-six and a fifty-two. Opening and closing the face of the wedge to get the desired result. Flawlessly. After watching Nick Faldo and Seve Ballesteros with their water like fluidity demonstrate on video...the image captured in my mind. The verbal cues no less important as well. The cure yesterday found after an hour of experimentation I remembered what Nick sort of offhandedly remarked...keep the hands in starting position even with the ball. That remark made the difference.
So today I am looking out at the rain on our freshly mowed fields...courtesy of a neighbour who cut them for food for some animals. I am wondering if I can duplicate yesterdays performance or how long will it take to practice until once more there is a groove on my soul where I can emerge from a deep sleep in the middle of the night...grab my wedge next to the nightstand and replicate a high and soft shot on to the green from a bunker with a five foot wall in front of me. There are doubts. Fear.
But one must not have any doubts that no amount of fear is not conquerable...with enough practice. So I will go back to work. But objectively I will tell you this I believe in what I have said a number of times here on the forum...the only thing this old world understands is hard work. No amount of wishing, technology, dreaming is going to get it done without the blood, sweat and tears that go with the inspiration. The illumination of great teaching. Now I am the student and I take my role seriously. One day I will be the teacher once again. I give you my solemn word. Give me strength...Father.
I will get back to the way I was and then I am going forwards from there. Or die trying.
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